This isn’t me feeling sorry for myself. I’m not that person who exaggerates my self-deprecation or creates dramatic scenarios for myself. The truth is, it seems to me, things happen to me. I try to fix the blinking sound from the truck, and thinking that it’s the break light, I pull on the break release, and the handle comes off. This is my life. This is how things generally go for me. I get to 9.5-minute miles in my running, and I get tendinitis in my heel. I nearly die keeping my yurt warm, my axes continually break, and my dog died exactly one week – 7 days – before I returned home after 12 weeks of summer vacation. The ski race that I busted my butt to organize was interrupted by a blizzard that appeared 30 minutes before we started and ended with the last skier. Literally, the sun appeared as she was making her slow way to the finish line. I have photographs to prove my point. My life is a series of grossly ironic mockeries.
Anyway, as it were, I live in a yurt. This is by my own choice, so I’m not complaining about the lifestyle that I lead. I like it, in fact, and I would do it all over again. I would do it better, but I would do it again. Anyway, I came home one day my first year in the yurt to a busted window. You may remember this, faithful readers. These windows, I should note, are held on by Velcro, which doesn’t exactly hold up all that well in 40 mile per hour wind storms. In any case, I covered up the window with the canvas flap, and it has remained that way ever since. No more midnight peeks out the window to see the Northern Lights since it was, actually, the north window next to my bed that blew off and shattered into frozen clear plastic pieces all over my snowy yurt yard.
For the past week I have been really excited to welcome in the south winds, which as a rule are much warmer than the harsh Alaskan winters’ north winds. It generally means a change in season, bringing in the warmer weather, not to mention my yurt is much more protected on the south side, so this is the time of winter when it is much easier to keep my place warm. I relax a little more, even during storms, because it is 99% of the time exponentially better.
Tonight, however, as I sat in my chair eating dinner and watching a movie – my favorite lazy past time – I heard a terrible, no good sound, a sound I recognized, a sound I dreaded. “Bad, bad sound,” I cried in a panic. “Really bad sound. Not good.” I threw on my Xtra Tuffs and ran outside to see yet another window in the process of separating from the Velcro on the yurt. I quickly went to reattaching it, and in attempts to lower the extra canvas window cover, I realized that my hands were freezing. I ran back inside, threw on a hat and gloves – having to bolt lock the door each time I shut it because it would have blown open – and returned to the flapping canvas cover. Upon attempting again to attach it to the yurt, I realized that the wet Velcro would not allow for any such attachment. This was not just a strong south wind – it was a strong south-wind blizzard, blowing in warm, wet snow. Defeated, I rolled the canvas back up, only to find that one of the straps had ripped in the wind. So now I not only have a scarcely attached window, I have a barely hanging on canvas cover that will flap whether it’s rolled up or not.
Someone please tell me that this is what it looks like all of the time for everyone, because I don’t think it does.
In retrospect, it’s all very funny. Type 2 fun, we call it – not so fun at the time, but fun to talk about later. I think, when a person deals with this sort of thing all the time, things changing and breaking and going awry without any control on my part, s/he has to have a good sense of humor. Otherwise I might go crazy.
Anyway, I’ll include a few photos of some of the enormous amounts of snow we’ve been getting. It’s pretty incredible.












































